He knows he was special, he always felt that uniqueness somewhere inside. He knows the fact that never in the history has been anyone exactly like him, nor will there be again. He also knows that every man was unique in his own way but he is among the lucky few people who realize it.
He is loud and full of life in the deepest details. He loves to talk but it was not the case when he was a child. He didn’t speak for two years on this earth because of which his parents were quite worried. They consulted a doctor and after the checkup the result was out. “Whenever he’ll speak, he’ll speak to such an extent that it will be difficult for you to make him silent”, predicted the doctor back then. The guess came true; he is a complete chatter box. Now he wants to be a motivational speaker. He wants to change the world and the minds by using this skill in his workshops where he can help people to improve and kindle a spark of hope in them. He believes small steps lead to a bigger change. People say he is mad. Being a trainer would not be a job, a proper job they say.
He loves to read and write. He reads a lot. He thinks a lot. He daydreams a lot. He has a strong faith that dreams come true so he works for it. A guy who is sensitive to the core but the cruel world things boys don’t cry. Harsh and mean comments does shatter his heart of glass but he always follow his principles which include forgive and forget. An individual who values relationships and don’t accept non-ethical acts as norms. He loves his dear God more than anything as HE is his best friend and after HIM comes his parents. He finds happiness is small things.
He is insane, just freaking crazy.
But why do people forget Einstein was also a mad person in eyes of others. He wouldn’t be what he is in front of the world today, if didn’t want to enjoy his life even by making strange faces in birthday parties. Likewise, he sings in pathetic voice songs like,
“Dontcha wish your lover was INSANE like me.” Dances as if no one is watching and laughs as a ping-pong ball. Bright colors and aesthetics allure him. You can see it everywhere from his photographs to the wardrobe which he sport in those photographs. He once had an eye-brow piercing and was stared by people as if he was an alien. Many couldn't believe he had done it. That is why I beforehand announced that he is loud with a capital L.
He worries, he gets depressed but then optimism doesn’t allow him to be down for long. People called him fat. He replied with a laugh and took all the pain inside. Now he is slim. He has lost 40 lbs, not because he wanted people to see him in a way which was more acceptable but because he wanted to be healthy. He still feels fat because it is really tough for a bird to fly if he has been in a cage for more than a decade but he is still trying.
He is a complex being due to which it is hard for him to live in this world but why not see the brighter side. Why not appreciate and be thankful for what you have and make most out of it.
The world calls him insane sometimes in a good way, sometimes as an insult. When they do it in a later way, he asks them to read ‘Veronica Decides to Die’. It is only then they will understand that it is proud to be called insane by the world because this way the strings of your life - the way you want it to spend - are in your own hands and not others.
I AM PROUD TO BE INSANE!